I am making progress but I know I can do better! I finally sweeted myself out this weekend with cupcakes for my daughters birthday. Now I am feeling amazing, my bodies back to craving CLEAN foods. I am back to supplementing too, I took 2 weeks off. I killed my arms and legs this morning and will attack my abs tonight while catching up w biggest loser.
Keep at it, never give up. When you fall, may you fall into flight <3
That moment of dyslexia where you believe you've gained 5 lbs instead of losing 4.
step on, look down: 165? step on, look down: 165? This is not possible!(take battery out, reset) Step on, look down: …. How the hell did this happen! Ive been working my tush off! That puts me 9 freaking pounds away from where I was hoping to be. * sob, tears, fk this, boohoohoo, dude wtf * fuuuuuuuuuuuuuu (take battery out, reset…again) step on, look down: ….. 156 *snort* *relief, embarrassment, omg moment, uncontrollable laughing at myself *
sadly this is NOT the fist time this has happened to me either! I other news I am at a 55 lbs loss now!
These weeks have gone by quickly, I love the progress I’ve been making and the way I feel. 11 DAYS to kill it for some special pics :] 8 weeks total to own my goals: to lose 15 lbs, tone up from the 60 lbs loss, Tan, fix my hair,do my first pull up, and get my body tattoo ready. I will get there by Eating Clean & Training Mean, Supplementing, staying hydrated, and by being aware of self care aka pampering. I’ve come this far, it’d be tragic to lose focus now. Off to gym it now! This is how progress ‘happens’.
Id rather feel the pain of pushing my limit than this guilt!
took the weekend off, got drunk, ate pizza. Paying for it….feel like shiznit. && this guilt, can’t shake the guilt. early clean dindin so I can murder my arms, legs, and abs. Stomach ache or not, I did this to myself. smh.